I'm not afraid to die

"Many stories expressed great, unshakeable fear that one medical emergency would ruin them. "I would say my wife and I are one medical emergency away from losing everything, but actually I've pretty much resigned myself in my head to the reality that if I have a medical emergency I am going to die," says a used bookseller in California."This is my reality and having been without insurance for almost two years now, I'm made my peace with the situation. I just turned 58 years old recently. I've had a good life. I have few regrets. I'm single. Nobody really depends on me. It's not like I have a choice, but I sleep a lot better now that I realize I'm really not afraid to die. Frankly, there are days I'm more afraid I'll live too long.
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Labels: health care, my life
2 Comments:
Been there, for what it's worth, got through it and as you realize - facing that you may die isn't all that hard. Of course, I did stop smoking.
Hey Ruth. I'm pretty much a fatalist. Think it doesn't matter what you do, or don't do, when your time is up, you're going to die. My only real fear is a long, lingering painful death. Or a lingering illness that doesn't hurt but diminishes my enjoyment of life.
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